fai's boy dark room and it is now 10:09:40 am

7.14.2005
the beats

It's been a pretty okie week i suppose. Cept for the fact that I went down to my shop to search for my hassey and it still aint in sight. sigh sigh sigh.

I was interviewed for this NP graduating thing happening this sat. About how ex-graduates of NP has persued their dreams .. and all. Am gonna be on a video clip! haaa cheap thrill. Next moment, Eagle and I were discussing possible plans for me to exit the premises due to me not being able to sustain the rent and all. That's the end of one dream so to speak. That'll be happening pretty soon...

Am shooting for samuel's 2nd book cover tomolo. Which means..... 5th book. Come to think of it, i'm happy. Contented, in terms of such accomplishments. But that's about it. The deed ends there. The portfolio increases and that's it.

I was just speaking to Alywin online last nite, whilst watching Naruto..(YES...i started, amist advice not to start... and they are right.. i can't stop watching. It's damn addictive). I was just saying that i want my work to actually mean something. And to create some sort of impact in people's lives. I think i'm done with shooting stuff like weddings, products, events, etc etc etc, a pretty scenery. Tho they pay the bills, the level of satisfaction aint that high. So one fine day. .. really hope to live up my true dream. And when that they comes, hopefully i'll be over watching Naruto.

| louis at 15:00