the inside... 
just got this on the email... pretty cold eh?.. think i'll have a quickie inside.. that'll be cool no?
that's the old office and the Project Officers... and yes... i'm the odd one out...
I'm back and it's been long time since i've written anything. Maybe it's because i'd rather surf porn than type stupid things to post up the net. haha. Back to work... after a good 10days of leave deduction due to my trip. had 106 messages on my office mailbox.. shesh. Thankfully i've got 2 good clerks to help with my shit. yeaheh.
Work's begining to pile... since i got back, kanna arrow arrow and bow around my neck. Do an A1 poster.. A3 poster with frame, 20 min shoot and edited video, security programme, etc etc etc. Not helping that i still have my daily work to do. Oh well. wad to do?.. life as a PO. sigh. I'm now left with 12 days of leave. 3 will go to vietnam trip in november, 3 will go to hongkong trip in august, that leaves me with 6 days for the extremely dry september and october~~!!!
D just left for Tokyo, good good. Now have time to do my printing at home. But D will be back on friday. But i will go Bintan on Sat and back on Sunday. lousy photo shoot that's not paying me much. stupid rich fuckers that can afford celebrities to host the fucking anniversary but cant pay me properly. FUCK ALL CHEAP SO-CALLED "PHOTOGRAFUCKERS" THAT FUCKING BROUGHT THE FUCKING FEES DOWN. A GOOD COLD HARD FUCK YOU~!
Right.
Think i'm just stressed out that i've lost all my good jobs while serving the FUCKING NATION. A BIG FUCK YOU TOO FUCKER~! SERVE your FUCKING BALLS, i'm going to leave you and let you burn in a shit hole you stupid rich KOTE! good riddence.. i'm going to be done soon. ... ... ... hang on.. 4 months aint that short either.
sigh.
leaving melbourne
anywayz... i'm going back to sydney tomolo. fast aye? melbounre was nice.. just a little small for my liking. a lil chilling, a lil lonely. There's so much to explore, yet there's nothing much for me to venture to at the moment. i'm a phrase where i'm just needing to get my perfect shot... which i havent gotten yet. and i've already use 2thirds of my film that i've brought with me. sigh. guess tomolo i'll roam ard the city by myself before going to the airport. see if i can catch any nice shit. think i'm becoming a little too techinical. and a little to over-expecting on how my prints will turn out. i really hope to shut all that down soon. think i'm over stressed trying to enjoy myself that i'm already almost burnt out trying to?.. that's stupid. oh well.. maybe i's becoz i dun have my usual month long duration to travel and do shit..? oh well. we'll see.
in melbourne!
i'm in melbourne now. touched down last nite.. midnite... and spent the entire day today walking ard...
Victorian Market,... St Kilda to watch sunset... golly the sun sets so damn early in this underland. but nevertheless, it was nice. I met a guy who was sketchin the scene in his little book, turned out to be a lecturer in the uni here... arts...duh. Hopefully the shots i took of him turned out well.. so i can send to him. -]
Strip club was next..after a pizza dinner,... TANERA was good... heh heh. alrite lar, din spend more than 50 there. phew. Suppose to go the crown, but Ivan suggested the Men's Gallery.. good choice. We'll be having a home-cooked meal tomolo, hopefully it'll be nice nice evening, with nice wine ...and ...no smokin' kitchens..ha.
weathers good. not as chillin as i thought it would be.
Today's also a day of mixed feelings.. about girl A and Boy N. Two good friens of mine.. bitter sweet lar. Sigh. hate to get emotional when i'm travelling. At least i have valerie here to accompany me. cheers... yam seng dude.
in sydney!
i'm in sydney now... just got here yesterday. Went to visit my 80yr old grandma yesterday and today. damn it man, she's really not how i use to remember her. The last time i saw her, she was running ard, playing mahjong till late, shopping, walking alot...and doing things like.. anyone else would be doing.. ..yesterday when saw her, she was so....... different. she cant use her right side of her body. she's bed ridden, can speak properly.. can eat by herself, lost memory. I mean... shit man. it's totally fucking irritating, that when a person is up and about.. moving and all.. we seldom appreciated them, and when things happen, everyone feels like shit. shit.
The cousins had dinner together last nite, 6 of us, jessie, eric, vincent, tracy, me and my bro. a REALLY wonderful time i must say. all of us seemed cheerful and all that, in deep dark contrast with the tension that the adults are going thru now. took a picture, will upload asap.. and no, i dun use digital.
going off to melbourne ..like in a few hours... will see how's it there.
missed the days that my grandma cooked soup for me
eric misses grandma cutting up fruits for him in the middle of the day
brother missed her mahjong
tracy misses her being up and about at her place...
all of us miss her being the last her, well i guess it'a all part of the process of aging. i hope to die a lil younger... sigh
first day at new office
Today's my first day... at the new location of my office... was there at 8am.. where i waited till almost noon before the boxes arrived. And before i knew it, my section was up and good... Whilst looking at all the rest of the poor souls still busy unpacking, I was busy visiting my old friends from nearby. Oh well. I'm off tomolo.. and monday. yey...
Mum's gone for holiday in auzzie. So i'm all alone at home now... apart from her boyfrien poping by somewhere at nite to sleep. I wonder why doesn't he have his own home to go to. Shesh... BE NICE LOUIS~!.. i'm trying. ha.
ANOTHER DAY AT NICKY'S OFFICE
IT'S LUNCH TIME AGAIN... AND I'M AT MY USUAL LUNCH HOUR REST PLACE... NICKY'S OFFICE.... Good thing my office is moving.. coz i'm so darn bored of this place... Not that the new place is very new to me. Hiaz. Anyway, I've been thinking, why is the world so facinated with digital photography... where's the magic of printing your own prints gone to?.. all that wet wet soapy gross smelling darkroom business is almost extinct. And i just got mine running. And just to do my website, i've spent the past week printing photos from a series of shots i did last month. What do i end up doing?.. scanning the prints into photohop.. and using photoshop to do some touching up. It all comes back to the stoopid computer no?... Have i been shortchanged? .. is my endless quest of producing the most perfect prints reverted back to the good'o photoshop?... i think my room is just a tat too dusty... (for now...) wait till i get my hands on the plasma air dust remover... which i highly doubt i will ever.. unless if some rich chick who wants to be my sugar mummy wants to trade... bwahaha. Shrek 2 was good during the weekend... still listening to the soundtrack.. nice nice... hoping to watch Eurotrip over this weekend... weekend.. ..... darn. not due yet.
friends
alywin
diana
charmaine
norman
ivan
sahila
mimosa
nicky
sharon
val
gracia
Jenn
sel
previously
something from awhile back
it's been awhile
the snow at grouse
2008
last post 2007
wtf
okie.... it's been a long while.. min min reminded...
paris
Cairo
mellowish
archives
June 2004
July 2004
August 2004
September 2004
October 2004
November 2004
December 2004
January 2005
February 2005
March 2005
April 2005
May 2005
June 2005
July 2005
August 2005
September 2005
October 2005
November 2005
December 2005
January 2006
February 2006
March 2006
April 2006
May 2006
June 2006
July 2006
August 2006
September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
February 2007
March 2007
April 2007
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
February 2008
April 2008
May 2008
