I've never thought that i'll be blogging, I've always thought that blogs are for kids who have too much time to waste. I've always thought that blogging wastes pple's time that can be spent on better things to do. I've always thought that blogging is a good way to waste precious words that can actually be said to someone in a more meaningful way. I've always thought that blogging is stupid and a fultile way of communicating with oneself. I've always thought that blogging is a useless attempt to stir shit from your head, fuck up your thoughts and pretend that everything is fine after a posting some messages to where one in a million will ever see and one of that million will actually reply or give some thought to it. Fuck... maybe that's why i'm writing this blog.