fai's boy dark room and it is now 11:56:10 am

8.31.2004
travelling plans...

>Was with the guys just now.. having drinks at this place called "Tattoo Pub". Not that i have a tattoo, but Ang has 2 huge ones on his arm and leg.. haha.. so maybe that's why they let us in.. or maybe there weren't any customers...

>Was thinking while having beers, about my travelling plans once i'm done with NS. Was actually tinking of getting to Beijing, to visit Soichiro as well as get some jobs there shooting bands.. and any other stuffs that i can get my hands on. Then there's this part of me that also wants to get to Europe, UK in particular to crash with ang and the guys who are also going on work visas. I'm not sure if Beijing will be the pivoting point of my life, but maybe... just maybe i'll settle there for a few years. At least i've got friends there to crash and chill with. Musicians to be exact.. so it'll be a grp of rather hippish people, not the boring.. bankers or IT or watever else...

>But I'll see... The only problem is, i'll never seem to be getting my degree.. and i'll never seem to be going the 'normal' route.. which has always been what i want, but i really wonder is that something that i'll regret? Think of it.. me being 30, and a diploma holder with only ONE skill... I really hope that one skill turns out to be my life saver and my money earner.

>Come to think of it in another way... I think of my life as a short one. .. what better way than to life it of one as i planned it to be?.. Without plans. I love buying toys as a kid, when the package was in those aluminium thingy where you can't see wat's inside?. like the kinder buenos and those 50cent machine where you turn the knob to get something? I find my life like dat... one turn and some suprise appears. Think i'm following my kid instincts now.. hope it's something good.

>that's 3 mths from now. (fingers crossed!)

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