fai's boy dark room and it is now 03:10:08 am

10.11.2005
nightmare on delta avenue

I tried sleeping at 10pm tonite, and I woke up twice in half and hour.

I cant remember what exactly happened the first time i woke up, but I remembered lying on my bed staring at ceiling, unable to move. I was unable to open my eyes too. Then after what i tot was a couple of mins, i began to feel my body again.

Went back to bed. This time, i dreamt that i socked some rich shithead on the bus, and beat the shit out of him. I alighted from the bus to normanton park. I remembered that there was a very thick mist, and i asked my companion (at this point i thought it was nicky) to take a walk with me in the mist.

Whilst walking along that stretch of road, i saw some shadows moving ard and rememebered saying "hey..~! This mist thing is damn cool lor.. the shadows look like lil 'ghosts'". Which upon further inspection, happened to be a lady figure with long hair walking beside meeeeeee. And i was staring so fckin hard at it~!

Once again i woke up staring at the ceiling, and unable to move again. And then after a couple of mins.. i sat up and was damn troubled. Then i realised that tonight was the first time i put lavender oil directly on the burner. (usually mix it wih water, but thanks to the influence of nicky...)

I Thought LAVENDER on the burner is suppose to be sooothing and make people go to SLEEP!

| louis at 22:38